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I honestly didn’t imagine it hurting this bad. I can’t get him out of my mind. I’ll be lying if I said I don’t miss him. I miss everything about him, but I know that we weren’t good for each other. I feel like somethings missing but I guess it’s for the best. Everything happens for a reason. Good things fall apart so you have a chance for better thing to fall together. I just want to start hurting and crying… I don’t like feeling this way… but i don’t that will happen for awhile….. Why do we have to hurt ? Sometimes I wish I was incapable of feeling , because to feel like this… makes me sick. I don’t know what to do with myself . I don’t know how to make myself forget and just cheer up.. I don’t know..
Broken.
I put on a brave face everyday , but nobody really knows how I really feel in the inside. I feel empty…. broken… torn apart… I’m just completely heart broken. And I know, “Everything happens for a reason” … Yes, I get… BUT … that still doesn’t change the fact that I’m still hurting … and I probably won’t get over it for awhile. The worst part… I’m crying my eyes out.. while he’s perfectly fine..
